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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
i'm juz fucking stress...i mean...its almost feel lyk have the weight of the world on ur head.. i've got loadss of homework...it's not dat i'm lazy or wadeva...i juz dunoo...i feel lyk giving up...now i noe y underage studen some....derr juz to much pressure....i juz hate it....my mly teacher...he told me all homework muz hand in tomorrow....no matter how much i tell hym in 2 days tym...grhhh..my english teacher keep giving us homework...24/5.. she treat us lyk express studen...i can't hold a candle to express studen..i'm in NA but i still have to learn alot...now i regret skipping my counselling...awww....i juz fucking hate it...my english teacher wants us to show ou true self...fine wif me..coz i'll be rebeling e whole tym..stupid kia...
My geography teacher...told me to copy 4 per-page (heng) but still its lotss i need to hand it in tomorrow if not....i'm dead meat aite...i miz my primary skool loadss....dey are wayy much more fun...wad point of living if ppl look down upon u aite?? i guess if i show my true self...deyy might think dat i'm lazy....i'm really fix rite now.... i dunno if i want to stay rebeling wif stuff or change for the better ...my english teacher so pecak siot she may've been teaching long tymm wif express student.. dat she 4got dat NA are kinda slow learner....and we are noting compare to Express student...at dis point i don't think i can study at all....life is soo dificult...no ones noe how it feel to be depressed....i don't think u noe rite?? i juz wanna let it go...and i can't help it..i've tried my best...but it keeps coming back lyk a tsunami hitting the shore....i don't noe how to be fine when i'm not...dis depressing stuff is taking over from me..juz now...on the way back i was on the skool railing..arounfd level 4....i was thinking of jumping to my death...and almost beat someone up....if only life were so peacful.... those good old days.{2:23 PM}
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