
I'm leaving in hell rite now..i wonder where is the fairness in the world..it soo curel..my parent is ill-treating me alrite..my mom would gave my bro $50 by him saying need to pay for driving skool...kiss my ass..he probly using the money to go clubbing i ask $20 she told me she gonna gave on the day she get her pay...then she sae she will gib me the money on friday...but only $10..FUCKER wad can i get wif $10 in my pocket..i need to eat...to shop for skool bag...she told me to use my old skool bag.....while my bro can get a new 'entertaintment' clubbing...bloody fucker kia..
FAZLI i'm soo gonna kill u... y am i holding the weight of the world on my sholder?? i want to get rid of it as soon as possible....i want it to be the end no matter wad it takes..i'm no maid for u, no. i don't feel lyk i belong in dis family anymore i feel lyk an outsider..i mean....dey treat my other sib. very well...dey are the reason my i slash myself kk....i hate them to the core...i tot i'm strong...i'm so weak....i feel i'm a burden to myself...i need sum1 to talk to...but no1 here to talk me...they don't really care if tears came rolling down...all they care about is demself...i never heared dey sae they love me anymore...i used to me 1st in their everday life..but now i belong noware in their heart....
I have to stay at home taking care of my sis where as he enjoying life..why life is such a troublesome!!!
those good old days.{10:35 PM}